Flashbacks

I was sitting in the clinic, the clinic that i used to visit when i was younger, and many memories started to flash pass me.
I know how a clinic can be quite a depressing place. but somehow, the memories that i remember most clearly are the ones where i had fun. Of course there are horrible experiences like getting injections and vomitting in the clinic cause i was so sick.

I remember how when either me or my brother fell sick, the whole family would go to the doctor’s together. Kids being kids, obviously we would be monkeying around in the clinic. Running around, pestering our parents etc. I remember we actually frequent the clinic so much, that the nurses were okay with us just sitting beside them while they work. Thinking about it now, it’s kinda funny or should i say sad. Why were we so weak to be falling ill so often?  There was a 7-11 nearby the clinic, it was  our favorite place to go every time we were there. We would rush to the 7-11 to get some gummies before we headed home! The irony of getting sweets after visiting the doctor.

I guess these are just some things that will no longer happen anymore. We’re all too grown up to do silly things like these, oh how i miss those days.

Okay nuff’ of all my reminiscing, i haven’t been on this space for ages and today i just felt like coming back here again!
So it has been a long time and I’ve officially graduated from polytechnic!! Well, i don’t know what the future holds for me, but i’ll try to make whatever decisions that i feel would be the best for me. So now  i’m just taking and enjoying my well deserved break before the next chapter of my life unveils! So far, I’ve travelled to Taiwan for 8 days and i’ll be going to Bangkok again in May for 5D4N! All these exciting plans awaiting me!

I’m feeling pretty happy today because I’ve finally gotten the closure that i was looking for all these time. Yes, i liked a guy, or so i thought i did. Till this day, i’m not really sure what i feel for him. But well, its all over now and i finally have a reason to move on. You know how sometimes you know it’ll never happen for the both of you but you can’t bear to let go? Exactly what I’ve been feeling. But now, i can finally move on. I know its weird that i’m happy that things would not work out but in this case i’d rather i just give up since deep down i know its impossible. Its just that I’ve not been able to do so because i was still holding on.

To give you an understanding of how i feel now, lets use this a simple analogy. Imagine, a bird that has been cooped up in a cage for a very long time and today it’s finally being released into big blue sky, into a world of possibilities. Man, it feels gooood!

Adios~

 

Unexplained happiness

♥♥♥

Because i’m lazy, this is gonna be a picture post.

 

Awesome-est colleagues one will ever find!

Cycling and dinner with some of the lovely interns!

Met up with almost all the monkeys for Cass’ Birthday celebration! :D

This was like a month ago, but officially went to USS and tried almost all the rides!

My first ice skating experience! Yes, that is my “i’m damn scared i’ll fall face.”

Second ice skating experience, more confident, but still not able to skate! :(

Finally wore my vans after damn long, my ex loverrr! Also the day i went to watch The amazing spiderman with Qian Qi!

After which we had the mushroom pot for dinner!

Sticky sweets for june jubiliation, but i missed the teddy bear day. :( Lesigh.

That’s all for now guys!

If you noticed the pictures are all slightly overdue, but that’s some of the things i’ve been doing for the past month besides working and doing my reports of course. Many more to go, need to take more pictures for keepsake.

Bye  ♥!

Smile

Recently, many people have been asking me why i’m always smiling or why am i always happy.
Well, because i see no reason not to be happy? Think back on life, yes there are times that can be quite sickening.
Just vent it out by writing, or even watching shows. Don’t bring your unhappiness unto others. That’s not very nice.
I don’t know why people like showing others how unhappy they are by always sulking or giving others the black face. Honestly, you’re just dampening other people’s mood. If you’re so unhappy why not just stay at home, don’t step out of your house with that face. Just because you’re having a bad day doesn’t mean others are not. You just gone through shit, so what? others are going through the same thing. Okay i’m drifting a little there.

Anyway another reason why i’m always happy is because I forget things easily. I don’t remember things well,yes i have bad memory. But no, i don’t have STM. Not to that extent. So in a way, i think my bad memory has made me forget about all the unhappiness. Yes i’ll talk about it, but after a while i tend to forget what happened. I only remember good things. Like those embarrassing moments? … what embarrassing moments? I remember once a friend asked me to tell them my most embarrassing moment, everyone had something to share. but i don’t. Not because i don’t have one, but i tend to forget them. Like they’re just not worth remembering right? If i really have to name one, it’ll probably be that one time that i drooled when i was sleeping on the train. Yes at the moment it was indeed pretty embarrassing. But thinking back now, it really isn’t that bad..

So who said having a bad memory was a bad thing? I’m starting to embrace it now.

I’m fine, what bout you?

7 weeks into internship and i can tell you, i’m having the best time here.
The people here are so friendly, nice and crazy. I love people i can click with instantly.
I’m lovin’ it here. I dont think i can bear to leave this place after internship. I’d probably stay on.

Everything’s nice about internship, just those school work i have to do for it.
Argh, spoils my mood. Gonna go start on my portfolio. I blame you Alicia for procrastinating! :(