I was sitting in the clinic, the clinic that i used to visit when i was younger, and many memories started to flash pass me.
I know how a clinic can be quite a depressing place. but somehow, the memories that i remember most clearly are the ones where i had fun. Of course there are horrible experiences like getting injections and vomitting in the clinic cause i was so sick.
I remember how when either me or my brother fell sick, the whole family would go to the doctor’s together. Kids being kids, obviously we would be monkeying around in the clinic. Running around, pestering our parents etc. I remember we actually frequent the clinic so much, that the nurses were okay with us just sitting beside them while they work. Thinking about it now, it’s kinda funny or should i say sad. Why were we so weak to be falling ill so often? There was a 7-11 nearby the clinic, it was our favorite place to go every time we were there. We would rush to the 7-11 to get some gummies before we headed home! The irony of getting sweets after visiting the doctor.
I guess these are just some things that will no longer happen anymore. We’re all too grown up to do silly things like these, oh how i miss those days.
Okay nuff’ of all my reminiscing, i haven’t been on this space for ages and today i just felt like coming back here again!
So it has been a long time and I’ve officially graduated from polytechnic!! Well, i don’t know what the future holds for me, but i’ll try to make whatever decisions that i feel would be the best for me. So now i’m just taking and enjoying my well deserved break before the next chapter of my life unveils! So far, I’ve travelled to Taiwan for 8 days and i’ll be going to Bangkok again in May for 5D4N! All these exciting plans awaiting me!
I’m feeling pretty happy today because I’ve finally gotten the closure that i was looking for all these time. Yes, i liked a guy, or so i thought i did. Till this day, i’m not really sure what i feel for him. But well, its all over now and i finally have a reason to move on. You know how sometimes you know it’ll never happen for the both of you but you can’t bear to let go? Exactly what I’ve been feeling. But now, i can finally move on. I know its weird that i’m happy that things would not work out but in this case i’d rather i just give up since deep down i know its impossible. Its just that I’ve not been able to do so because i was still holding on.
To give you an understanding of how i feel now, lets use this a simple analogy. Imagine, a bird that has been cooped up in a cage for a very long time and today it’s finally being released into big blue sky, into a world of possibilities. Man, it feels gooood!
Adios~
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